You're not sure? I'm not sure either. But you can stay for a while.
What even is this? Why is this here? What are you doing?
have you ever felt so much that you become dysfunctional? are plagued by the idea that you will always, always be stuck with yourself no matter what you do? how can we stand to constantly think and feel and experience and never let it gush out of us like a burning geyser? this is preventative. this is damage control. i want to be better. im trying to be better. i want to do something. maybe this can be something, to someone. im not sure if i can accomplish that anywhere else. i want to try taking up space.